Inspirational People of School Year 2010-2011… Part 1?
There are many people in my life whom I could never live without. It’s funny how just initiating a simple “hello” could open a huge door for you. There are random people in my life who shine bright lights, who move me in so many ways. Be prepared, this is somewhat long…
One person who inspires me is this amazing, sweet guy I have only known for about 10 months, almost a year. He has shown me things and made me see life in a total different way. Without him, life would be more dull. He has made me think deeper and appreciate the little things. It’s a shame we have to part ways from now on since he’s going to be on a completely different continent and he’s 3 years older than me (almost exactly 3 years). Music will never be the same to me, because I will always think of him. I love this guy and will miss him dearly. <3
Another person would be a friend I’ve known for a while, but got close to only in this school year. Our first real experience together was a school trip called Discover Oman and we had to share a cramped tent filled with all our crap, while we were hiking 15 km a day in extreme heat in the desert. It was rough, and we had each other’s backs the whole way. She has taught me to be more fun, and enjoy everything life has to offer. She can also be a bad influence, but.. well.. nobody’s perfect.. and she’s also going to kill me when she reads this… But she’s my sunshine. <3
This person is a penguin. Hahaha not literally but he’s like a penguin in a lot of ways. He can be extremely awkward but he shows me simplicity and a personality that’s hard to find. I got close to him so fast, but he always makes me laugh in the weirdest situations…
A cute cuddly bear is what this person is to me… She’s small but so freaking cute and has the biggest heart. She’s one of the only Texans I will ever like. She’s the type of person who is energetic, but has a serious side that astonishes you. You can never meet a person like her. She can be so strong and it surprises you. She’ll be with you the whole way. She’s unforgettable and will forever remain in my heart.
This girl is so freaking blonde. No just kidding —well— she has her moments when you’re just like “…what? did you really just say that?” But oh well. She’s funny and she understands me when I have drama (especially when it comes to guys). She’s a load of fun and it’s impossible not to have fun when we hang out. She can be sensitive, yet can hold her own in any argument. The only thing that really irks me about her would be her love of pink! my gosh it’s overwhelming. But she always knows what to wear and does her own thing.
He has been in my life for such a long time. I’ve known him for 9 years and he can never be replaced. We were so close when we were little, we even got married. Those moments were priceless. He will always be my inspiration. He’s good at everything, that sometimes it really pisses me off. He’s too smart and too talented for his own good. The music he has written and performed is wonderful. He has the greatest advice I could ever ask for. Even though he lives so far away, communication with him never gets pushed away. We’re still close even to this day.
To my chinese-malaysian half-breed buddy: she’s the weirdest inspiration ever. And I mean EVER. Gosh she can be soo annoying. But she motivates me to always focus on what’s important. She’s the biggest dork that I know!!! It’s worth knowing her though. Everyone thinks she’s this little goodie-two-shoes but really — she’s not. That’s the biggest insult you could ever give her though. She’s a dork, and she’s proud of it. Nerdfighter <3
Her name is a type of flower. I met her this school year, and she’s quite wonderful to know. She ALWAYS calls me “Babe” and is so caring. She’s honest and open, and can cheer me up when i’m the most down. She’s beautiful, inside and out. I love being friends with her.
That’s the end of Part 1, since I need to keep this “read-in-one-sitting” in check. Part 2 will be here soon.
Ugh
Life is so confusing. You think you’ve got it all under control and know where you’re going and then BAM!
It’s all over. Time really flies when you’re having fun, even when you’re not ready to let things go. It sucks to leave the friends you love dearly behind and to lose all the contact you worked so hard to build.
Plus, when you meet one person, you think they’re amazing. Then you meet another and they’re even more amazing. Then you’re caught between the two because you don’t want to lose either one of them yet you know they’ll love you just the same because you’re friends. Then jealousy goes into play and you can’t control the outcome of things sometimes.
One thing I really hope for is that the people who I love will remember me no matter what, and we’ll keep in contact and never lose touch. The moments and memories of them I will treasure forever. It’s just not something you look at and go “awwww”. It’s something that will be buried into your mind, and whenever you remember it you call up your friends and plan a vacation together. That’s how I want life to be. I also want friends to be around 24/7 so you won’t have to stress on who to see and where to go. They can just be there with you at all times. yeah, that sounds a little selfish but what can you do…
Love you.
To Sunshine :P
Dude agh, I am so bored right now.
To my Sunshine: I found out that a certain someone (not you of course, but we both hate her, and it’s not about the punching-bag person.) talked about me behind my back AGAIN in a 2D Art Class and she called my bf ugly… Would you help me turn the whole highschool against her so much that we actually kick her out?!? I have counted how many times people have told me she has talked behind my back, and it has summed up to 3. -.-
1st time: Jenn told me
2nd time: You told me
3rd time: Laura K told me.
-.-
Upper Grade Bud (:
I just wanted to write this, because I have some pretty awesome friends who are not in the same grade as me… including my boyfriend :P.
So one of the girls in the grade above me own a tumblr account. She’s AWESOME dude. We became close friends in just a couple days… Anyways, she defends me and everything. She’s just one of those really awesome friends that you fear you’ll never find more of. I love talking to her, because she’s fun and completely insane. Plus, she and I have a common enemy. She even made up a song about our enemy.. Which in fact I’m totally excited to hear hahaha.
I’ve decided I’m gonna give this awesome girl a nickname, I just have to figure one out for her.
“She’s so ugly and fat, I wanna use her as a punching bag…”
Hahaha.
30 SECONDS TO MARS
AAAAAH! THEY JUST CAME TO MY COUNTRY LAST NIGHT AND THEY WERE AWESOME!! ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS EVERRRRRRR!!!
Totally excellent for my first concert (:
A November Night by Sara Teasdale
A favorite that I stumbled upon:
There! See the line of lights,A chain of stars down either side the street —
Why can’t you lift the chain and give it to me,
A necklace for my throat? I’d twist it round
And you could play with it. You smile at me
As though I were a little dreamy child
Behind whose eyes the fairies live… . And see,
The people on the street look up at us
All envious. We are a king and queen,
Our royal carriage is a motor bus,
We watch our subjects with a haughty joy… .
How still you are! Have you been hard at work
And are you tired to-night? It is so long
Since I have seen you — four whole days, I think.
My heart is crowded full of foolish thoughts
Like early flowers in an April meadow,
And I must give them to you, all of them,
Before they fade. The people I have met,
The play I saw, the trivial, shifting things
That loom too big or shrink too little, shadows
That hurry, gesturing along a wall,
Haunting or gay — and yet they all grow real
And take their proper size here in my heart
When you have seen them… . There’s the Plaza now,
A lake of light! To-night it almost seems
That all the lights are gathered in your eyes,
Drawn somehow toward you. See the open park
Lying below us with a million lamps
Scattered in wise disorder like the stars.
We look down on them as God must look down
On constellations floating under Him
Tangled in clouds… . Come, then, and let us walk
Since we have reached the park. It is our garden,
All black and blossomless this winter night,
But we bring April with us, you and I;
We set the whole world on the trail of spring.
I think that every path we ever took
Has marked our footprints in mysterious fire,
Delicate gold that only fairies see.
When they wake up at dawn in hollow tree-trunks
And come out on the drowsy park, they look
Along the empty paths and say, “Oh, here
They went, and here, and here, and here! Come, see,
Here is their bench, take hands and let us dance
About it in a windy ring and make
A circle round it only they can cross
When they come back again!” … Look at the lake —
Do you remember how we watched the swans
That night in late October while they slept?
Swans must have stately dreams, I think. But now
The lake bears only thin reflected lights
That shake a little. How I long to take
One from the cold black water — new-made gold
To give you in your hand! And see, and see,
There is a star, deep in the lake, a star!
Oh, dimmer than a pearl — if you stoop down
Your hand could almost reach it up to me… .
There was a new frail yellow moon to-night —
I wish you could have had it for a cup
With stars like dew to fill it to the brim… .
How cold it is! Even the lights are cold;
They have put shawls of fog around them, see!
What if the air should grow so dimly white
That we would lose our way along the paths
Made new by walls of moving mist receding
The more we follow… . What a silver night!
That was our bench the time you said to me
The long new poem — but how different now,
How eerie with the curtain of the fog
Making it strange to all the friendly trees!
There is no wind, and yet great curving scrolls
Carve themselves, ever changing, in the mist.
Walk on a little, let me stand here watching
To see you, too, grown strange to me and far… .
I used to wonder how the park would be
If one night we could have it all alone —
No lovers with close arm-encircled waists
To whisper and break in upon our dreams.
And now we have it! Every wish comes true!
We are alone now in a fleecy world;
Even the stars have gone. We two alone!
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